Friday, January 15, 2010

Goodbye my dearest Momo

May your soul rest in peace my dearest Momo...
It'd been a pleasure having you at home...
You had always managed to cheer me up...


And as for the person who drove recklessly and knocked my pup, causing her death...
I wish someday due to this karma thingie you will go to hell or die the same way she did...


Always remembering my pup, Momo...
We will always be loving you and missing you...

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Once again, I'm back to blogging

Hey guys, it's been ages since I last blogged...
Anyway, I'm being very very free indeed so I can write on blogspot now...
So, today I'm going to talk about my fears...
One thing for sure, I'm kinda paranoid and over-sensitive sometimes...
And I lack confidence, although most of the times I appear to be over confident...
Well, I just fake it most of the time...
So, I'm fearful of losing my good cousins...
I mean, Reanne is going to UK pretty soon and I'm definitely happy for her...
Bugs aka Froggie is going in a year's time and I'm also happy for her...
But I fear things may change...
I only have a brother and we are quite close in a sense...
And I'm always happy that I have the cousins I have now...
(Other than the few who apparently disappoints me very much)
And Reanne and Bugs have been here with us for most of our time...
We spent pretty much time growing up together, playing and arguing and patching and playing and learning...
I'm sure I sounded like an old lady now... where I admit I am going to be... Not so soon but not so not soon also...
I fear that when they come back and they have their own wide social circle, we won't hang out together that much anymore...
(Oh please, I should grow up now...)
Many people are not close to their cousins and I think I know why...
It's because they don't have family clings as strong as we do...
(Which is why I shouldn't be worried that they will be sooo far away from me - in terms of communication, but I still worry... What can I say? I'M PARANOID~~~!!!)
So, maybe I should treasure every single moment with them now...
Oh well, Bugs is going for her driving licence test this weekend and I was hoping that they could go to Genting with us...
Nvm, there's always gonna be another time...

Anyway, I should stop here... For this post, 'cause I've been shopping the whole day... Gonna write 'bout it SOON! xD
'til then, see ya... loves